Fairy Cheeky Kisses

2009-10-08T20:58:00.002+08:00

maybe i should try going clubbing and have a bottle of vodka at one go.
im becoming an old hag.
i wanna o clubbing with my babygirl and freinds!!!
hahahahaaha
school is fucked.
i feel fat when i dont have fun.
i was paranoid.
i love fries.

life is screwed but still things are going right for me.
like my dad fix my mp3.
i got back my harddisk. thankgod.
my camera miraculously got fix.
and i have gigs coming up =D

im a semi-happy kid and i intend to stay that way.

2009-09-30T21:11:00.002+08:00

the 1st time we were together is also the last.
What if u came back and I was waiting for you at the airport?
maybe we could still be.....
im so fucking paranoid in the past....
screw it.

2009-09-29T21:41:00.003+08:00

LOLOLOLOL
I just watch a movie in a semi-conscious state of a sad family with a cute son.

Long hair kid boys are always hot!

and prince is gonna be soooo hot when he grow up!

UPDATES in life:

I realize I still like him after 1 year; and I realise that after a romantic dream.
School is starting to give headaches already.
I-model call me up.
Forgetfulness is giving me a problem.
Life sucks when there's construction going on just above ur house.
I realize that I dun really need to buy anything right now =X WEIRD
Forever 21 is <3

Im feeling so brain dead right now so heres a dead post.
I feel sorry for myself.

Shame

2009-09-27T20:04:00.001+08:00

Everything that's worth giving up I'm gonna offer;
till I see there is almost nothing I can give to exchange for glam, life and love.
love for what I am to offer; not for what you have to give.

I need time.
LOTS of it.
I need a shortcut to manipulate the time that I have so that I can achieve it faster.
chance.
Show me a clear sign?
as sometimes I am too blind to see it and to deaf to hear.
Sorry for being so ignorant.

So right now,
money is all I can think of now.
I need lots of it; hahahahaha
greedy little pig of me.
Yes. Clothes, books and anything with the sex written all over it *.*
yes. money kick asses.

thank god for being such an inspiration.
You let me have what I have;
most of the time which I don't deserve of it.
You let me have such a amazing father.
And for him, a snobby daughter.

am I to be someone extraordinary?

beats me.

All I care is how is it gonna happen.
and I'll leave it all to you.

perhaps;perhaps;perhaps

2009-09-27T17:26:00.000+08:00

Greetings!

Life's good now with good old KFC fried chicken with milk to goes along with it.
Makes me feel so contented with whats going on with my life right now.

Tomorrow is the start of term 2.
projects, assignments homework here I am!
Have mercy >,<
I think I have to go back to the habit of sleeping 4 hours a night FAST.

Maybe I'll buy myself a stalk of sunflowers to console myself (:

Let's go!

2009-09-27T08:32:00.000+08:00

I hope I know what Im doing now.
I won't allow him in anymore. But just for the fun of it;
I'll play his game.

Im back fatter then ever.

2009-09-26T23:34:00.000+08:00

YAY I DECIDE TO REVIVE MY ROTTING FLY BREEDING BLOG =D

WOOT.

so holidays are soon going to be over. and everyday i pray for the days to be slower.
guess its not working =.=
I didnt really have the chance to go out since ppl are simply too busy to entertain me or im too busy to entertain them.
this suck.
I practically watch over 10 movies and watch the entire series of ugly betty, gossip girl season 3 and TBL this whole week.
BEAT THAT
this explain my totally boring uncool sad life. I know IM THE SAD LIL FAT GIRL

Ok. and I PROMISE my self the diet starts when the holiday starts.
and now it start when school start.
so when is it going to start?
FUCK ME.
I wish ppl would just slap me if I reach my hand out for food.
I dont have to be so hard on myself then.

A mooncake have 700 calories.
FUCK x 1000000000000000000000000
ive eaten like 3 already?
SHIT IM FEELING SO GUILTY TO THE MAX
OM
all those calories floating around my waist and thighs.
its killing me!!!!

Tomorrow.
I swear.

2009-09-06T22:47:00.000+08:00

I wan to be a unicorn.
I want to fly with rainbows coming out of my ass.
I want to swoop down and enchant people.
I want to reach the saturn.

If only I was a unicorn.

Lose 14 kg by december?
could I?

Neo;

2009-08-31T07:35:00.000+08:00

Although we didnt share much of a private moments;
I still got this feeling that without you in Strikeforce is not going to be the same again.
You're the one who alway put on the smile in when talking to us.
Ask u if we know how to play and teach us if we don't.
And forever the cheerful one.
Well;
All the best in africa then dude.
we will miss you!

Thinspiration

2009-08-30T10:06:00.000+08:00

If only I was skinny;
Could I be happier?
Will people like me more?
Will I be loved more?
only if I was skinnier.

make me anorexic

Love Colors

2009-08-29T23:08:00.000+08:00

I painted today.
I love colors genuinely,its beautiful and magical. I cant remember the last time I paint, It should be 8 years ago when I went to a children art class. I discovered a truth, that is when you try to paint with your heart, the colors look so much more beautiful then if you only paint with no emotions involve. Black and white has always been like my life,Maybe a hint of color and a dose of love will make it shine.

Watching Titanic.
Its the Part where rose wanted to commit suicide and Jack saved her right now(: